The Meaning in the Making: Talking PictureS

I keep a paperback copy of Sean Tucker’s compact book, The Meaning in the Making, close at hand. Tucked away in a bag I carry with me every day. I am struck by this professional photographer and filmmaker’s take on creativity. He says, “When we pick up a paintbrush, or compose elements through our camera viewfinders, or press fingers into wet clay to sculpt form from a shapeless lump, we are bending things back toward Order and wrestling them from Chaos.” His message is clear, and it’s in the subtitle: ‘The why and how behind our human need to create.” I may have an understanding of what he is speaking about — it’s about this act of trying to make sense of what we’re feeling, that attempt to figure out our initial response to what we see, or experience. We turn to the page, or to the camera, or maybe we sit and daydream, and never let go of the moment. Tucker says it is “an act of defiance in the face of that evolving disorder.”

Strange as it might seem, I see that in places that I return to, and in some instances, the relationship to these places seems so remote, so far out of the reach of what one might think would interest me. Still, I go back, and each time, there’s the impulse to understand, to puzzle over where and how this curiosity or fixation originates, and why it leads to me writing about it and photographing it.

Is this mere documentation? Reportage? By ‘place’ I am referring specifically to a local boxing club about a 10 minute drive from my house, situated on Drouillard Road in the shadows of the old Fort Motor Company plant. I have been associated with this club for years, dating back to when I was a reporter with The Windsor Star, and my job was in circulating tales about local heroes, and in this establishment, there were many. My involvement eventually led me to putting together a book called A Show of Hands where I photographed these young fighters and urged them to write about what their experience was in the ring.

I still remember the first day I strolled into this gym and was met by Josh Canty. He was working with a young boxer but immediately engaged me in a conversation. I confessed that I was merely stopping in to see what his boxing club was like. I had no interest, of course, in training, or fighting.. I merely wanted to soak up the atmosphere of this boxing centre that was producing champions, like three-time world champion Margaret Sidoroff. Over the next few months — and then years — my relationship with the club and its trainers and fighters grew,. Indeed, at one point, I actually entered the ring myself for an exhibition match, and truth be told, though I did not lose the fight, I lost my hearing in one ear.

There is something about this club that because it faces west, it gets a direct hit from the late afternoon sun as it settles down over the buildings, and silhouettes the fighters as they skip, work the heavy bag, or shadowbox. The light wildly throws off the exposure in the camera, but its harshness makes for some dramatic portraits. And if it is a cloudy day, the vast room with a full size ring and a wall of floor-to-ceiling mirrors darkens. I gravitate to such conditions, as if they are two sides of a personality, maybe even reflective of the human emotions that arise in this environment, And maybe in the making, as Tucker suggests, I am struggling with trying to arrange my reactions, weigh them, analyze them, explore them, relive them.

I am not at all certain of the message, if indeed there is a message.

The pictures are there, snapped as I roam the big room, with little or no attention being paid to me by the boxers. They are simply going about the task of getting in shape, preparing for the provincials and nationals, praying for a shot at a little bit of glory, and to that end, some work harder than others. My move is to stand back, poke in, apprehend those tiny moments, and compress them into a frame on my camera. There are gifts in the action, sometimes just the way the light suddenly breaks through the hazy big storefront windows, and sends vertical lines across the hardwood floors, or the way it shimmers on the arms and necks of the boxers as they lean on the ropes to watch the action.

Admittedly In a way, I might be describing a cliche, but it’s living, and it’s real.

But how do you translate that into a picture that says all of that without cluttering up your brain with a myriad of stereotypical impressions? I can’t tell you. But in thinking about what Sean Tucker says, I reconsider my fascination with ‘place.’ And how it might affect my perspective, some deep wish to make sense of life in this neighbourhood, or at least my connection to it. It occurred to me it might have to do with my father, who arrived on this same street back in 1926. He was 16 years old, and he had travelled south from Cobalt, searching for a job. Luck was with him, He started at a car parts manufacturing company, and moved to Albert Road, right there in the neighbourhood. The car factories were crowding into that part of the city, too My father worked on the line, and over the years soon was in charge of the factory. My father, however, was no boxer. But he loved watching the matches on a small black and white television that broadcast the famous Friday Night Fights from 1948 to 1960, a show sponsored by the Gillette Razor Company. There were times in my childhood that my father would let me sit up, and I’d squeeze in next to him and watch the grainy screen of the TV set stuck in a dark corner of the room.. I recall Oct. 26, 1951. I had just turned five years old. My father told me, “Watch that big fellow — he’s going to show that man a thing or two.” He was referring to Joe Louis, and told me he would take down Rocky Marciano. But.I saw Detroit’s legend topple to the canvas in the last rounds. Norman Mailer in writing about it said Marciano was throwing punches at Louis like he had bricks in each hand. In that Esquire Magazine piece in February 1963 called ‘A Thousand Words A Minute” the New York novelist, turned reporter, described the old champion being knocked down, “like an old tree or momentous institution coming down,…. It was like the death of Franklin Delano Roosevelt: something generous had just gone out of the world.”

Interesting what Mailer says about the sports photographers from the 1950s and early 1960 who covered boxing.. He was surprised that in the 1962 match between Patterson and Liston, there was not one picture of a glove even touching the challenger, Patterson. “It is not highly probable the photographers missed every decent punch. Fight photographers are capable of splitting the strictest part of a second in order to get the instant of impact.” But if you watch the video, Liston pummels and punishes Patterson, and knocks him to the canvas several times.

When I first started going to the nieghbourhood boxing gym and later to the scheduled fights — and I drove all over Ontario, Ohio and Michigan — I was initially intimidated. It did not take long before that vanished. The reason in part is that fighters love pictures, and I gave them out freely.

There is maybe the sense that in documenting them, I was after a story, a story that somehow might define, or characterize something of that culture. Yet there has to be more. It can’t simply be a statement. It can’t just be reporting. The pictures ought to resonate — they must have a voice. But how? People will tell you what’s missing in a photograph are all the other senses, like smell and sound and taste. I don’t see that. I look at boxing photographs, and maybe it’s because I have been here so many times to this club, that there is a hint of that leathery smell, or sweat, something familiar like a cottage smell or a church or barber shop, or that earth smell of spring. It’s all about association, but certainly it has something to do with what’s in the photograph. Or in the lines that one writes, or in the way a story is told from one person to another — it’s captured, and certainly swirling in and around it are all those sensory impressions, bells ringing, shouts, the hiss and grunt and sounds of bombs being thrown at bare arms of a fighter, and of course, and of course the taste of sweat on the lips, the blur of colour. You simply need to pay attention. You will see it, touch it, hear it, smell it, taste it.

The Guardian Newspaper

Max Kandhola, photography lecturer at Nottingham Trent University, knows about this. He wanted to capture something of the prizefighter's essence, and came away with a 96-page book The Aura of Boxing. Surprisingly, he did not use a 35 mm camera. Instead, he dragged a 4x5 plate camera and a ruler into a club and shouldered it around day after day to document the action. He came away with a different understanding of the game, and in The Guardian in April 2014, he felt there was “an elegant intelligence to boxing,: and described the boxers as “graceful performers elevated within the theatre of their dreams.” He said, “Brecht would compare the theatre to the boxing ring – a place of drama, the audience anticipating every gesture and sound.”

Kandhola described his approach: “I used a 4x5 plate camera, a Hasselblad 500C/M, a Mamiya 645, a Polaroid instant camera, a tape measure, sketchbook and pencils. With my 4x5 camera I had a ruler taped to the side, which gave me a point of reference. Walking around the gym, with a blanket over my head so I could see the screen, it was difficult to gain a steady point of focus. The ruler acted as a guide, and when it would caress the surface of the boxers’ body, face or elbow, I knew I was in focus! I looked through the plate glass with the blanket over my head, to frame the subject in darkness. After 30 or 40 minutes of walking around with this 4x5 camera strapped around my neck, supporting its weight with both hands, I would be exhausted.

Kandhola started photographing the canvas floor, a natural, I guess, but of course, one would think you would point the camera at the fighters, or the memorabilia. Instead, he went to the boxing ring. “The canvas is the boxers’ sacred shroud, on which you may fall, or on which you are resurrected to perform another day. I see the canvas as a blank sheet of paper, prepared each time a boxer enters the ring. The trace of the boxer is an imprint, as a new scripture is written, orchestrated by the subtle ballet movements of the body and feet. After each sparring match or fight, the canvas is rewritten.”

It makes sense, doesn’t it?

The other aspect, Kandhola points out, is that in experiencing the boxing club, he stepped into an
”intimacy” that he probably never imagined. There times when he was pushed or punched because he was too close to the immediate action. I have felt that. I had my lens partially through the ropes trying to get closer to this fighter working his opponent in the corner, and at one point, the glove hit the lens of my camera and sent me to the floor. The memory of that jamming against the bridge or dorsum of my nose.

“One should not only photograph things for what they are but for what else they are,” says American photographer and critic Minor White. Or as Singapore photographer Jia Meng suggests, pictures ought to offer something of the ‘unexpected.” True enough, you never know where a picture will take you. Capturing the moment is the first step, and how it plays out afterwords may be greater than what you noticed. Then again it might draw upon something deeper and rooted within you. Understanding ‘place’ and how it arises in my writing and photography could also deliver the ‘unexpected.” Roland Barthes, the French philosopher, calls this maybe the “cultural construct.”

In his book Camera Lucida, he states the reality in the photography is a representation of the cultural, historical, and social context mixed in with the personal, emotional and subjective response to the image.

That’s easy enough to understand. But are the pictures talking back? Do they have a voice? And what is that makes you take up a pen, or a camera, or sit and sketch a place? Time and time again, I return to this boxing club, often photographing the same fighters. Why? What am I seeking?

I do know this: I feel at home.